i had a dream today and it frightened me. i applied to two schools, UofM and the one that you're off to in the fall only to be denied by both and being left to wonder what to do next. i haven't had my pills in five days, i'm not sure what is going to happen next. will someone talk to me, please? i feel fine most of the time, but then something like this happens and i am unhinged again. only slightly so far, but that's all it takes. youth weekend in March, unsure of if i should go. i don't know if i could stand to see her right now.